Sharing smothered thoughts,
Restricted feelings abound.
Hesitation rules the imagination,
Hiding from the truth,
Although it tortures me.
Yearning for stability,
Some kind of consistency.
If only I could have it both ways!
Category: Poetry
Truth in Love
Heavy thoughts
And sinking feelings
Got me caught up
In a sea of sadness.
I wish she knew,
Only a good friend
Tells the truth,
Even when you
Don’t want to hear it,
Even when you
Don’t believe it.
Someone who cares
Doesn’t lie to your face
Just to make you feel good.
It’s hard to be that
Kind of friend,
Because you risk
The friendship.
But if you lie,
There’s no friendship
To lose.
So True
Moving towards you, in a roundabout
Sort of way. I feel the weight of my fear.
No, Mom and Dad didn’t tell me how to
Speak confidently, converse about things
Like interests and hobbies, to discuss the
Issues of the day. So, what is important
To you? I want to know, so true.
Ouch
When I turn my eyes in your general
Direction, and rest my gaze on your face
Or body, just for a moment; and in that
Moment, you catch my eye with yours,
Do you wonder what’s going through my
Head, what I’m feeling, why I’m looking?
I wish I knew. But it just happens. Ouch.
Mother Nature
Stillness rain the grass sways in the wind
Twisted language presses conscience
Blowing horns fill the air ventilate sky
Beneath the dirt the creatures crawling
Now lift your hands and grasp the truth
Believe
Natural vibrations buzz through my
Skin. I feel your spirit coming into the
Room. This womb holds many memories
Waiting to be born. Hold tightly to your
Slightest dreams. Only you need believe.
Freedom
Closing my eyes, I can feel the beat.
The rhythm pulses through my body.
I feel my weight pushing
Through my feet and onto the floor.
The evening captures my spirit.
I am spellbound, enchanted with
Freedom, my lost love of yesterday.
Touching
Touching, so gentle it scares me. Hands
Entwined, lips kissing. Quietude
Surrounds us. Inside, our souls purr like
A kitten. Laughing–giggling, even. You
Disarm me with your loving manner.
Release
Smooth skin belly button shin thigh high
Belief runs backwards. Two in one.
Conquered by temptations. Closing
Perception. Inebriated by fantasy. Raw
Footage runs circles in my head. Apple
Drawn cookie dawn old freedom release.
Intimate Attractions
Attracted to your form, neglected in my
Mind. Your heart so much more
Important. Sexuality should be about
Two spirits that happen to have bodies.
Feelings come through despite our best
Defenses. Moods shift. Our bodies react.
Our brain does it’s own thing. Collapse.
Stumbling along the sidewalk 