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Identity

It’s a part of me,

My personality,

My sexuality,

Individuality.

I am unique,

The way God made me,

The way my parents raised me,

The things I’ve discovered

Along the bumpy way.

There’s no shame

In being this way—

Just because it was

Never mentioned in church,

Or school,

Or at home.

Even the basics

Were not taught.

Trial and error

Was my only way

To discover my body,

To find out

What it means

To be human.

To experiment

Inside and out,

To pop those bubbles

Of misconception,

Perversion of religion,

Crucifixion.

Still

Coastal stool mark true caught draft

Hit bought stalagmite coughing whopper

Laughing commonplace stickler tight

Deeply drenched stipend grab fear movie

Jangled Persephone conjuring cooperate

Sharpened severed cooperate tangled

Yelp foul chopped splendor salvation

Reference dairy berry various grill stick

Amiable clicks topple stink mock still

Ending In Sight

Trough living, hay ride diving.

We want to take it fast, over the edge,

Take us to a fall, we, let’s just say I,

Want to fall, fall, fall, into nothingness.

No one will care anyway. You can leap

From the old, rickety carriage,

As it plunges to land on top of us.

The struggle does not mean death.

It is a delivery from all the bullshit of life.

We all run into that occasionally, right?

I just want to escape, for the cease and

Desist of life to mark an ending to the

Pain. We just need a little help.

A Detestable Creature

God Nothing, Stands down for me.

Owing nothing, just the same,

I make a buried claim for nonsense

To be meaning for my mind,

Medicine for my soul.

In the end I cry out,

Why have you done this to me?

Put me here without a clue,

Trapped underneath the weight

Of my self-consciousness,

Losing every day,

More and more, my will to live,

My simple willingness to reach out,

My trust in my fellow human being,

My capacity to feel secure,

In anyone else’s presence,

In my own thoughts, a terror,

To be known, experienced,

In the company of innocents,

For I consider myself a crudely shaped,

Ugly imposter, whose only justice

Is to be tortured to death,

A truly shameful act,

For a shameless, detestable creature.

Sip

Cam lift announce believe north abide

Fantastic wall meal angel apple feel

Teammate never bellow towards sound

Heat mere space follow semblance fear

Smell wander inner soul life enamel

Power tackle near great upper heavy

Jello crack guest mall push reel fall sip

Tuck

Fright condemn initial Sanhedrin sleek

Benevolent roar meek like angel sink for

Pocket lilt smear made cube toward tip

Read ankle steep pour peep nip seat order

Sit beep poke pop ape sick lop mood seal

Endear rock bead fall veer quart greed

Pack plop stick reap Yelp hell jack tuck

Gnat

Bank lip rancor amber sink lean bend real

Reach canker level peer stretch pack beat

Rowdy pain stack sleeve main roof eel me

Eat stars teen peel root mid feel tender in

Deck order friend green jail near mean or

Old cane trench golf gender value kick ma

Bold half crease excel hippy stick bit gnat

Jacks

Gone marginal ambience giraffe contour

Actual prevent tangle stomp prank build

Jail veer cucumber language hanky leave

Kick zing weave prickle temper teach and

Lent cube friend goober grieve external

Happy hacking huborous jingle hint pack

Leaning fear foul gallop bend hand picked

Lackadaisical free lick found fool really

Drink Greek bull jumble hatchet crock

Flick weep crank pick tend jeer lots jacks