Coastal stool mark true caught draft
Hit bought stalagmite coughing whopper
Laughing commonplace stickler tight
Deeply drenched stipend grab fear movie
Jangled Persephone conjuring cooperate
Sharpened severed cooperate tangled
Yelp foul chopped splendor salvation
Reference dairy berry various grill stick
Amiable clicks topple stink mock still
Trough living, hay ride diving.
We want to take it fast, over the edge,
Take us to a fall, we, let’s just say I,
Want to fall, fall, fall, into nothingness.
No one will care anyway. You can leap
From the old, rickety carriage,
As it plunges to land on top of us.
The struggle does not mean death.
It is a delivery from all the bullshit of life.
We all run into that occasionally, right?
I just want to escape, for the cease and
Desist of life to mark an ending to the
Pain. We just need a little help.
God Nothing, Stands down for me.
Owing nothing, just the same,
I make a buried claim for nonsense
To be meaning for my mind,
Medicine for my soul.
In the end I cry out,
Why have you done this to me?
Put me here without a clue,
Trapped underneath the weight
Of my self-consciousness,
Losing every day,
More and more, my will to live,
My simple willingness to reach out,
My trust in my fellow human being,
My capacity to feel secure,
In anyone else’s presence,
In my own thoughts, a terror,
To be known, experienced,
In the company of innocents,
For I consider myself a crudely shaped,
Ugly imposter, whose only justice
Is to be tortured to death,
A truly shameful act,
For a shameless, detestable creature.
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Fantastic wall meal angel apple feel
Teammate never bellow towards sound
Heat mere space follow semblance fear
Smell wander inner soul life enamel
Power tackle near great upper heavy
Jello crack guest mall push reel fall sip
Fright condemn initial Sanhedrin sleek
Benevolent roar meek like angel sink for
Pocket lilt smear made cube toward tip
Read ankle steep pour peep nip seat order
Sit beep poke pop ape sick lop mood seal
Endear rock bead fall veer quart greed
Pack plop stick reap Yelp hell jack tuck
Shirt mic slap fit morph ranger lack beep
Rock boot pup lard beet pile reach hurl bit
Tackle sit cackle cockle bring towel tank
Tangerine neon power fallopian angle no
Prank knit plank meander rainbow tense
Knee knack fit fight anger brought sting
Bank lip rancor amber sink lean bend real
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Rowdy pain stack sleeve main roof eel me
Eat stars teen peel root mid feel tender in
Deck order friend green jail near mean or
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Gone marginal ambience giraffe contour
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Kick zing weave prickle temper teach and
Lent cube friend goober grieve external
Happy hacking huborous jingle hint pack
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Lackadaisical free lick found fool really
Drink Greek bull jumble hatchet crock
Flick weep crank pick tend jeer lots jacks
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Dangerous splat weave pork treats lifting
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Stumbling along the sidewalk 