Our Father (Far Away)

Our…How could you let that happen?

Who art…where are you when I need you?

Hallowed be…what am I supposed to do with that boy?

Thy Kingdom…I am afraid to show my face there, ever again.

Thy will…how can I ever live up to their expectations?

On Earth…please, please take my life, kill him or me, I can’t take it anymore.

As it is…will I burn in hell for my sins?

Give us this…I need help, right now!

Forgive us our…I am so ashamed of who I am as a person, and though I try with all my might, I can’t seem to change.

As we…I will never forgive him for what he did to me. Never!

Lead us…I know I should never have gone, I knew what would happen to her, and I let it happen. How can I live with myself?

But deliver us…No, I can’t. Please, no! Stop!

For thine is…I hate myself. I hate all of them. I’ll never go back. Then, they’ll be forced to understand.

Forever and…This will be my last message.

Amen.

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Author: Gordon S. Bowman III

Writer, Visual Artist, Blogger, Advocate

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