Blown

Dark black drown sack below nothing

Sinking down buried low entire body

Crying out for something real yearning

Always for attainment wanting to fill the

Gaping hole in my soul pulled under

Thunder crackling in my body now but

Nothing new arranged deranged blown

Zero

Feeling very depressed.

Not sure

If I got enough rest.

Do you know

The answer?

Can you see

A way out for me?

Mood pressed down.

Feeling like I’ll drown.

Don’t know why

I’m not feeling as good

As the next guy.

Trouble finds me

Wherever I go.

Staying close

But, oh, such a zero.