If I could go
Where I want to go,
I would go home–
Not home, as in a house,
But home, as in a state of being.
I want to rest, to be released,
To reach an end to all this pain.
To dwell in a world of panic,
To live in a mind of torture,
Seems to be the way for me.
But, oh, to have peace, once again.
I do yearn for that.
To find peace again,
Would be the sweetest of gifts.
To be set free
From this mortal coil,
Would be a deliverance,
A bit of justice,
A bit of mercy.
But how? Who? Where?
What can be done?
I was born into this life
To experience this life,
To feel these feelings,
To have these thoughts.
And, for what purpose?
To know the suffering of Christ?
To have my body broken,
Like his, to comfort the weak?
To have mercy as he had mercy,
Hanging on that cross?
Forgive them, Father.
Forgive them.
Category: Poetry
The Privileged Few
Those benefitting from privilege
Think they have it rough.
They’re about as bad as
Kicking, screaming infants
Being dragged by their mother
Down a shopping isle,
Bursting with sobs
And decorated with tears.
“We have rights!”
“I want this, I want that.
Gimme, gimme, gimme!”
“No, you don’t need that!”
“Now, be quiet and stop crying,
Or I will call your father,
And he can deal with you!”
Peace, peace, peace!
We have what we need,
We have what we want,
We have many things
We take for granted
Or that we don’t want
And don’t appreciate.
How have you been blessed
In ways that you don’t even
Think about?
Aren’t we all just little kids
Pitching a fit,
As God tries to mop up our mess?
Carnage Comes Again
Spears fly through the air,
They aim at my heart.
But I will not be deterred.
I will fight with all my might
To continue this journey.
Rivers overflow.
The tidal wave has come!
It floods the streets,
And fills the houses
Of innocent families.
The earthquake ripples
Through the ground,
“They are here,” someone cries.
Gigantic horses gallop
Through the carnage,
Crushing men, women and children.
On top of these steeds
Ride men clothed in armor,
With large steel swords,
The better for the cutting down.
Ripping through flesh,
Stabbing, slicing.
Heads role onto the ground.
Torches are lit and thrown
Into buildings.
Where do these men come from?
Is it from afar?
Or are they members
Of families and clubs,
Churches and businesses?
What has caused
The change in their hearts?
What has darkened their souls?
What makes them cold
To the murders and mayhem?
This is my son, my daughter.
This was my teacher, my friend.
“You have shamed us,” a women cries.
“You have betrayed your families,
Your friends, and your own hearts.”
“Where does the hatred come from?
Why does it start in men?
What angers them, twists them,
Shrivels their hearts, and strangles
Their souls? Why do they hurt us?”
The “In Crowd”
Walls crumbling,
As I do my best
To build them up.
Creatures crawling
Through my head,
Screaming insults
To the end.
People walk by
As I sell my wares,
Scowling at the tattered words
I beg to share.
Trying to come up
With something constructive,
But all I find
Are dust balls and dirt.
Should I make a mud pie?
I might need some water.
Too much to ask, you say.
I understand.
Those of us
Wondering where
Our next crazy idea
Will rear its ugly head,
Don’t stand a chance
Against the “in crowd”.
What is it, anyway,
That makes people exclude
Others who are different?
Xenophobia, the doctor says.
Yes, and, perhaps,
A desperate desire
To hide their own
Unique identity and insecurities
By focusing on a few
Superficial, inconsequential
Meaningless pursuits.
Perhaps,
I judge where I shouldn’t.
Maybe I should be looking
At the positive side
Of tribal culture.
After all, the “us versus them”
Mentality serves to protect,
Does it not?
Well, perhaps it destroys the
Protector and protected
As much as the objects
Of their scorn.
For alienation
Cuts both ways,
It is violence,
Without even considering
The physical
Manifestations.
Surely,
The social and psychological
Damage to the tribal members
And to those on whom they prey,
Is enough to fear and dread.
The murder, rape, assault and battery
Are there, to be sure,
But not in polite conversation.
So, where to, then?
Another round for the house,
On me.
Touch My Robe
God
Hands reaching out
Hands helping up
Healing hands
“Who touched me?”
Be free
Be healed
“Your faith has made you well.”
“Kill and eat.”
“Do not consider evil what I have declared to be good.”
“If your brother stumbles…”
Take my hand
Lift you up
Dance
Love from your heart
Come and gather
In my name
Crushed and spread
Across the ocean
Throughout the mountains
Get along
Make it work
Make it happen
Get going
Take the trip to the other side.
Feel.
Be with me here and now.
Let’s do this together.
Let’s sing a new song.
“How long must we sing this song?”
Do it together.
Be free.
Be yourself.
God is within you.
Touch my robe.
Make Him Proud!
Make a road
To wherever you’re going.
Follow your soul
To wherever it takes you.
Believe in yourself.
Believe there is a God,
Because to not believe,
Is to give up.
There is still good
In this broken world.
There is still hope
In people’s hearts.
Keep trying.
Keep giving.
Keep holding on
To whatever you believe in.
Strive to improve
Yourself.
Help others
Do the same.
But expect no one
To change for you.
Only you
Are accountable to you.
We are all free
To create our own destiny.
Take whatever talents
God has given you,
And create
Something meaningful,
Something beautiful,
Something new.
God has given us all
A spark of himself
Deep down in our hearts.
Find God in yourself.
And make him proud!
Peace to You
Sometimes,
Words cannot express
What the heart
Knows to be true.
As sure as I am
Of what I think
The truth is,
It may be just the opposite,
But just as true,
For you.
Let us agree
To disagree,
And let our faults
Become virtues,
As we seek
A better understanding
And a more peaceful
Coexistence
With each other.
We can still be friends.
I think that
What you say
In complete contradiction
To my truth
May be more important
Than anything
I can say.
That is because
You are important
To me.
May your heart
Be filled with peace.
True Strength
To resist evil
Without raising a hand
In violence.
To withstand abuse
Without
Throwing back insults.
To lay down
One’s life
As a sacrifice.
To remain peaceful
And accepting,
Even when frustrated.
To love,
To give,
To be one with all,
Even those
Who threaten
One’s life.
This is
True
Strength.
Evil
Cannot be overcome
By evil.
Only
Love
Can do that.
There may be
Many lives lost
In the process,
But that
Is already happening.
Why not
Try
Something
New?
Where is God?
Sometimes,
I wonder,
Would God help me
If I was dying?
I don’t know,
Really.
God helps some people,
But he doesn’t help others.
And it doesn’t seem to matter
How good a person is,
Or how much faith they have.
Really,
It seems quite random.
So, does it make sense for us
To thank God
When we get out
Of some mess we’re in?
Maybe.
Maybe that is just
Something you do
As part of a good relationship
With the Almighty.
But does God intervene
When we’re in trouble?
Some would say
A definite “yes”,
Since sometimes
People survive
In such a seemingly
Miraculous way.
But, where is God
With all the other people
Who don’t get saved?
Did he abandon them?
It may be
That we are looking at God
The wrong way.
Maybe we misinterpret
What is meant
In the Bible,
Or, maybe some people
In the Bible
Misinterpret what God does.
After all,
We don’t go to Psalms
For advice on how God works.
We go there for how we work.
And we can be ungrateful,
Greedy, despairing, vengeful,
Grievous, bloodthirsty, disrespectful–
You get the idea.
Perhaps,
We should not look at God,
As a supernatural person
Who enters into time and space.
Perhaps, God is simply spirit,
And, in that form,
He is always here,
All around us,
And in us.
Perhaps,
He is always a part of our lives,
And how much we connect with him,
Is still up to us, just like
If he was a supernatural person.
So, maybe it is wrong to say,
Where is God?
Or why did God do this?
God is part of everything,
But God is bigger than that.
He is bigger than the universe.
But he is also in your room,
Giving you breath,
Keeping your heart beating,
At least,
Until it is your time to go,
And only God knows that.
Love
Love has no fear
In the face of a fist
Or a pistol to the head.
Love does not give up
When it is turned away.
Love overcomes
When it is denied service.
Love stays the course
When there is not much to eat.
Loves gives everything
When there is nothing
To feed the baby.
Love holds on
When love does not get hired.
Love forgives
Those who maim and torture.
Love does not despair
When love is locked away in prison.
Love wants to believe
If only there was something
In which to believe.
Love believes anyway,
No matter what the cost.
Love has no pride.
Love is not cocky.
Love is not angry.
Love is merciful
To those who are cruel.
Love wants to be
Your new best friend.
Love creates
Something out of nothing.
Love will remain
When all others turn away.
Love follows you
When you enter a dark alley.
Love touches you
Deep down inside.
Love gives all.
Love believes all.
Love hopes all.
Love is always there,
Whether you know it or not.
Love conquers all.
